if only

if only you would stay
the kids will cry
i feel as if i will die
you feel constricted

you need your freedom
why did you have children
they blame themselves
and cry at night

we are so alone
you were a part
of the family
jigsaw puzzle

puzzle now
missing a big piece
still love you
kids still care

i wish your life
nothing but joy
we gave all
we could

i guess we were
not enough
have fun
we will miss you

only Jesus
can heal
our wounds
help us Lord