suicide, why i died

You have seen me,
Yet, you act as if I am not there.
You are popular,
friends all around.

I set alone,
in school, at home.

Have you ever spoke,
No not once.
All I needed,
was a nod.

Yet, day by day,
I was never acknowledged.

Why did I die,
Because I tried.
I spoke to you,
Your friends too.

Did you ever speak back,
Yeah; a couple of times
To make fun of me.

I am gone now,
You say the right things.

Yet, when it might have mattered,
You were not there.

How can we proclaim Christ, an avoid his hurting child.